SHE


She’s hurt deep inside her heart but every day she walks with a smile on her face. Because that’s just who she is; the girl who never stopped smiling.

I know her from 16years ago. The one lliner that describes her is “Determined and unselfish”. First thing that strikes in my mind is her pure smile. That’s the beginning dayss of her graduation, World appeared to her bright and interesting; things are like Sudoku, no proper guidance yet moving with the tank of petrol called hope, in the upstream of water called life.

There comes a rock in the name of “ONLINE RELATION” with a guy somewhere on the globe. Initially things were fine but soon after 6 months she winded up: eat outs, small gatherings, even general talk with us; because of him. She started trusting him truly and there comes sharing of their personals with one another. Calendar turned out into a NEW YEAR. Their relation became so close that, on the new year they both decided to eat at the same moment with no change in seconds. Chatting online shifted to mobile.Hours,Days and months passed away.Interests are united. Time slave became Time ruined.
As she is my best friend it’s hard for me to see her in a way that I don’t want to see. When I touched her on this matter, she bursted out with lots of confusion and dilemma. She said that” I initially started chatting with him in the thought of helping him out, as he’s a very depressed because of his personal reasons. I shared, enjoyed, and laughed what not! End of the day I don’t know where I am! Probably it would be “LOVE” because his words are always sounding so sweet and true. Yet we haven’t seen each other, that’s not a matter as true love don’t need physical appearance.”

Based on my suggestion with lots of trust on him she broke the silence and demanded a clear statement on their relation. The guy replied like this” For now, it’s just friendship but i am emotionally locked with you, yet to decide on love”. Along with silence: her heart, trust, friendship, health broke for a while. She didn’t expect that kind of reply from him. She dreamed her future with him because his words made her to dream. She always loved his presence in her life though she didn’t meet him in real life.

 True love is what she expected from him. But I thank god for that extent. But end of the day my friend is in a state that she couldn’t believe or trust another guy, breached her health, faded smile. For every incident in life we have to either learn or feel happy. She decided to learn from that experience, she turned out like a bold girl who is much matured and healthy. I can’t say she is happy “She’s hurt mentally and emotionally but every day she walks outside with a smile on her face. Because that’s just who she is the girl who never stopped smiling”.

Hope today or tomorrow surely somewhere along the line there’s someone who truly thinks that “she is everything” to him. May the best happen for the best people. That’s what she is destined J
So friends be selfish, don’t show empathy, don’t pity on others, don’t trust easily; unless they deserve it. Life is short, enjoy to the fullest with right relations and right people. Two hands make a clapJ being true one side doesn’t make any sense.

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